4.20.2009

we are separate.



this is right before I jumped on flight 846 and was whisked away back to Maryland. The fact that we'll be apart from each other for four month probably just has not hit me quite yet--I only cried a small little cry when Eric said he wouldn't be able to talk today--a comment he hurriedly took back when my voice cracked.

oooh. this should be lots of fun:)

4 comments:

linnea said...

Oh my dear...You shall make it through! There's no comfort that can replace the comfort of having your man right there beside you.

Sienna said...

i'll be right beside you soon. even though i know this is painful. oooh.. my stomach hurts a bit for you. but you will be okay and i envy a bit the insanely heavenly moment you two will share when you reunite in 4 months. it will be the best thing ever!

James and Helen said...

The voice cracking, the hollow place in your heart, the uneasiness in your stomach - It's all normal. It's all manageable, but it all sucks. I love you - I'm here for you my darling.

kate said...

beautiful young love- i was in Colorado for a week-couldnt WAIT to get back to Damien(who was sick even-now Pax is) i think what you call what i have is -beautiful old love!